This Is A Disaster We Have Created

This Is A Disaster We Have Created

[Nov. 21st, 2009 | 03:09 am]

[	Current Mood	\|	tired	]
[	Current Music	\|	Flyleaf - Circle	]

I used to be afraid of cluttered noises
Now I'm afraid of silence
- In The Dark

Two decades into life,
an old friend said hi and I almost forgot who he was.
an old friend got engaged.
an unknown figure committed suicide.
a puzzling story has been revealed.
an empty heart was filled with music.
and I can't stand the cold anymore.

No more chance to bump and say sorry,
to pretend that we've never exchanged glances.

I'll look up at the night sky,
marvelling at the wonders of existence.
contemplating flying to the moon.
questioning the size of the universe.
simply wondering who, why, where, what, how.

And I'll never get any answers.

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My Heart Remains With You

[Nov. 19th, 2009 | 02:32 pm]

[	Current Mood	\|	cold	]
[	Current Music	\|	Matchbook Romance - If All Else Fails	]

It's raining.
And the room is dark except for the light from the laptop.
And the room is silent except for the booming thunder and heavy music.
And the room is cold; exceptionally cold.

You're so beautiful
Did you hear a word I said?

I guess it's okay. There's only one week left.

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Warmth to the Heart

[Nov. 17th, 2009 | 02:27 am]

[	Current Mood	\|	indescribable	]
[	Current Music	\|	K - Only Human	]

Today, Celine Dion's Because You Loved Me made the already cool weather just a little more cooling and comfortable :)

Sometimes being at my workplace really sucks because sad songs come on at, coincidentally, the most appropriate times ever. I could be eating alone and staring at the raindrops; I could be daydreaming in between doing my work. Whatever it is, why must the sad songs play at such times? It's not that I hate it, but it just makes me feel like leaving my work and going for a long walk instead.

One day, I will dedicate this song to someone who really deserves it. One day.

Anyhow, today, someone gave me a candy and probably the most sincere smile I've ever seen this year. Little things like these keep me going through life, pushing me over my limits yet keeping me sane altogether. How long has it been since I've felt the warmth of such a sincere smile? And the smile didn't come from someone I knew; it was from a stranger. The candy and the smile. From a stranger. I should really be grateful to him, huh.

There are about a hundred other things that I had wanted to mention but I think the cool breeze brought those thoughts along with it. It's always nice to take a slow, long walk in a weather like today's. And it'd be even better to have someone to walk with. Someone whom I'd dedicate the above song to. Yes, one day.

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